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陶苍林拼Si拦住了，以同学借自己手机给快男超nV投票为由糊弄过去了，陶母半信半疑，但林林一向听话懂事，她就也没有再多问，只要求他不能沉迷在这些乱七八糟的东西上。

陶苍林没沉迷快男超nV，他新办了张电话卡，每天晚上偷m0用卡针换卡，给应白打电话。

她倒还是那样没良心，总是漫不经心地调侃着，话里一点没有想念的踪迹，只有偶尔会恶意地逗弄正处于青春期，无事也能y的青少年。

电话听筒里的声音总是有些失真，多了些不经意的气氛，应白蜷缩在窄小的被窝里，散了满枕的发，用快要睡着的声音有一搭没一搭地和他说着话。

“会很累吗？”他忍不住问。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读“怎么，你心疼了？”她带着笑的声音从听筒那头传来，传进耳朵里，忍不住痒痒。

陶苍林没有回答，应白也没有催他，她知道这种直接的问题对林林来说有些难以启齿，索X她也不需要什么答案，只要想到电话另一头，他大概率已经红了耳朵，应白便忍不住想笑。

就在应白打算揭过这茬时，传来一点轻轻的声音。

“嗯。”只有一个字，语气却坚定。

被窝里没有透光，手机屏幕淡淡的蓝sE光线，微微映照着nV孩笑得弯弯的眉眼，她举起手，用指尖在电话听筒那边轻轻扣了一下，当作回应。

哒的一声，伴随着一点点滋滋的电流声，像是彼此心照不宣的暗号。

“培训都做些什么？”陶苍林轻轻咳了下，转了话题。

“正音、形T、无实物综合练习、声乐，解放天X，还要写小品和看经典文学，一堆无聊的东西。”她的抱怨带了一点鼻音，有了微微撒娇的意味。

“艺考也不是那么容易的，这次没人看着你，不要偷懒了。”

陶苍林本X里的认真严谨发作了，想起应白上上个假期的作业是抄他的，还抄错了，上个假期的作业则g脆是他手把手教着做的，就不禁有些担心，这人一个人会不会偷懒。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读“小夫子。”应白不以为意，取笑着他。

就像此前很多个夜晚一样，两个人躲在被窝里，讲到电话都发烫，直到应白不知不觉睡着。

在他的声音里睡着的应白，并没有意识到，自己的唇角在睡梦中轻轻翘着。

她太过于自负，没有察觉这本该是由她开始的单方面游戏，已经变成两个人共同的陷阱。

陶苍林没挂电话，听着那头渐渐安静下来，最后只剩下平稳的呼x1声，静静听了一会儿。

“晚安。”

他轻轻说完，落下一个无人知晓的吻。

直到开学，应白也没有回来过，这次收假，陶苍林并不需要再去学习与自己无关的文综课程，也不需要在暑假最后T验彻夜帮人补作业的T验。

不过，感觉似乎也没有松口气。

好在升入高三后，学业压力骤增，学生间戏言，学校把高一生当人，把高二生当畜生使，到了高三，他们就是畜生不如。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读陶苍林没有理这些抱怨的废话，还是按自己的步调在走。

王然带着满身汗一PGU坐到前桌，顺手拿了陶苍林桌上买的矿泉水喝了个爽，本以为这个Si洁癖闷SaO鬼，肯定要翻自己一个大白眼，结果转过去才发现他根本头都没抬，不知道在Ga0些什么东西。

“大佬，今天第一天开学，你至于吗，给我们留点赶超的希望成吗？”王然翘着个凳子，痞子一样，哪有一点市重点高中重点班班委的样子。

陶苍林没理他，继续在看着桌上的东西，王然也凑了过来，发现是一张B市地图，上面画了几道线，陶苍林正在用尺子仔细衡量。

“你是已经学习上瘾到连文科都不放过，还是此刻就在谋划进入大学的美好生活了？”王然一脸认真地开玩笑，“还是学霸都是通过这种神秘方式来选学校的？”

可惜，一点回复都没有，眉毛都没动一根，王然感叹着学霸的世界果然难懂，一边传达班导指令，让陶苍林去找他。

到了办公室，班主任果然是找他商量升学的事情。

“我看过成绩，你五月份已经参加过奥赛的预赛了对吧，开学不久马上就是初赛，你假期有没有准备过？”老师问道。

“嗯，从暑假开始我就有在准备了。”陶苍林回答得很平静。

“那看来是在想好要走这条路了，家里有没有商量过了？奥赛当然是条不错的路，拿奖的话可以争取保送，就算不是一等也能加分。”

内容未完，下一页继续阅读“不过老师建议你，也还是要和家里再商量确认下，准备奥赛需要耗费相当大的JiNg力，还有靠奥赛保送，以后肯定就是专业定向了。如果不能直接保送，准备自招也要花时间的，以前也不是没见过各种准备保送自招，最后影响高考，两头不落好的例子。”

他的成绩相当稳，不管是保送或是正常高考，都能走得顺畅。

所以老师就把丑话说在前头，把风险先摆出来，免得以后落埋怨。去年就有这样的例子，家长高考后不满意来大闹学校，闹得十分难看。

“我要参加奥赛。”

面前的少年，上节课时戴的眼镜还没有摘下，面上还有些稚nEnG的痕迹，身量却长高了不少，逐渐有了大人的痕迹。

他神情淡然而坚定，用平常的语气重复了一遍，“参加奥赛，然后进入B大的理科实验班，我已经下定决心了，请您放心。”

班主任看着他镜片后明亮的眼神，忽然笑起来，感叹道：“年轻人啊。”

*奥赛这一段的前情，见第六十章救赎

下一章应白回归。

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内容未完，下一页继续阅读?????????应???白???没???有???转???头???，???没???有???看???他???一???眼???，???只???是???握???紧???了???拳???，???半???天???才?????：???“???不???为???什???么???。???”

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?????????可???应???父???的???话???止???住???了???他???。

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?????????“???应???白???，???我???再?????一???遍???，???没???有???人???欠???你???的???，???尤???其???是???林???林???，???他???也???不???是???你???的???弟???弟???，???他???没???有???罪???。???”

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【本章阅读完毕，更多请搜索看书网;http://www.kanshu4.cc 阅读更多精彩小说】接下来的三十分钟，是应白人生最耻辱的时刻。

直到多年后，依然是她最深一层的梦魇，让她哪怕只偶尔在黑夜里窥见一隅，也想要将自己的脊骨咬碎。

人的大脑就是这样奇怪的物T，明明是同样的线索，却总是在无意中挑选着组成想要的模样，为自己的yUwaNg辩护，为恶意遮掩。

所以当这些线索从另一个角度被重新串联，被挑破的错觉，如同障目的叶子，格外令人羞愧。

在应白仅有的记忆里，母亲总是温柔的，带着一点淡淡的笑，手很软很白，总是把她抱起来轻轻哄着。

后来的母亲是苍白的、柔弱的，躺在病床上，永远充斥着医院的味道，以至于她后来想起母亲，总是想到浓浓的药味。

可在应父的叙述下，她才第一次了解到，妈妈在成为妈妈之前，作为nVX的模样。

她的母亲，白敏心，从小生得美，出身在小县城，父母离异，和NN一起生活长大，到了大学才第一次出了省，来了大城市，小心翼翼地探索着新的生活。

天真、温柔，还有些内向的她，理所当然喜欢上了大她两级的学长应天耀。

只因为在迎新时，他在一众家长环绕中，主动靠近了孤零零的她，没给她客气的机会，就抢过行李健步如飞地送进了nV生宿舍。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读他穿的白衬衫，他额上落的汗，他握住她寒酸的行李箱的好看的手指，至此以后，全部成了白敏心的梦。

和她不同，应天耀就是本市出身，一路顺风顺水地长大，无论交际还是学业都是佼佼者，他像闪亮的发光T，无可救药地x1引着敏感又害羞的白敏心。

可这样的人身边自然总不会孤单，大学四年，应天耀的nV朋友就没断过，白敏心只能小心地守着自己的心，默默地等着，连靠近也不敢。

他们都是建筑系的，应天耀先两年毕业，进了建筑设计院，校园恋Ai总是难以经受住社会的考验，在白敏心升大四那年，应天耀重新成为单身。

她花光了这辈子全部的勇气，主动找到了应天耀，希望他能给自己介绍一份院里的实习。

漂亮、柔弱，又天真，看着他的时候，耳尖都会微微变红，应天耀不是傻瓜，不久就察觉了这个小学妹大概是喜欢自己，所谓的实习，大概也是为了接近自己。

他并不讨厌，尽管说不上多么喜欢，可对着这样的nV孩子，总是容易让人生出好感的，他如约给白敏心介绍了自己单位的实习。

让他刮目相看的是，白敏心b他想象中认真得多，也能吃苦，建设院开大夜、跑工地是常事，因此好多nV生都嫌太过辛苦，可白敏心从没抱怨过，总是老实又认真地跟在各位前辈后面学习。

应天耀看在眼里，多了几分真正对她的欣赏。

原本由他来带白敏心，自然是最好的，不过他设计的项目马上就要动工了，这是他进院以来自己承接的第一个案子，虽然只是个小案子，对他意义却不同，于是亲自去了外地，守在工地上一点点盯完的。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读他恨不得住在砖头堆上，眼珠不错地催着进度，工期完了后整个人黑得跟煤一样。虽然累得半Si，心里却高兴。

可等过了几个月再回来的时候，才发现白敏心早已悄悄辞去，他回了学校找也没见，试图联系她的双亲，可她早已各自再婚的父母，甚至是接到电话才第一次知道她不见了。

等应天耀终于从她的高中同学那里辗转知道她NN的地址赶过去时，看到的，是偷偷躲在乡下老屋，只有傍晚才敢出来的白敏心。

大着肚子。

那一刻他觉得无b荒唐，这一切都是如何发生的。

而等到他捉住慌乱的、笨拙地试图逃开的白敏心，才知道什么叫做真正的荒唐和残酷。

应天耀走之后，白敏心就跟着院里的同事到处帮忙，有一次和客户应酬，她去送文件，也就一起留在酒桌上了。那是个大客户，几乎所有人都喝了个烂醉，只剩下实在不会喝酒的白敏心还算清醒。

去厕所吐了三回的前辈，让她负责送主任回去，酒几乎都是前辈帮她挡的，白敏心有些愧疚，所以二话没说接下了这个任务。

然而，这个夜晚，却毁了她一生。

她被主任强J了。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读浓重的酒气，压在她身上沉重的身T，醉后无节制的、粗暴的手，和身T被撕裂的痛，成了她一辈子也没办法摆脱的噩梦。

她想过报警，可她不敢，不敢承受那些非议和流言。

年轻的nV学生，实习，工作，位高权重的领导，会有哪些难听而恶意的揣测，活在小县城，在三姑六婆的嘴皮子里成长起来的白敏心，再清楚不过了。

而她最害怕的，就是被应天耀知道这件事，知道她已经堕落到W泥里。

所以她逃了，慌不择路地逃回偏僻的老家，躲在去世的NN的老屋里，过着不见天日的Y暗生活。

可命运从来没有一点仁慈，掉进泥坑里还不够，非要她连尸骨都不存才满意，她吃了事后药，却还是怀孕了。

她不甘心，又试了药流，明明出了血，可那个孩子大概执念太重，居然还是没能打掉，她没有做手术的钱，况且在这种小地方，做这种手术，立刻就会传遍，她那些嘴上长刀子的亲戚，会一个不落地知道这件事。

拖来拖去，月份就大了，再动手术对她本人甚至有生命危险。

而如果生下这个孩子，她不仅连出生证都办不了，也上不了户口，甚至连毕业证都拿不到。

应天耀站在破落的木屋里，看着泪流满面，却连哭出声都不敢的白敏心，看着她瘦成把骨头的身上顶着个突兀的肚子，只觉得有钉子一点点契进他的太yAnx，把脑髓都搅碎，让他要吐出血来。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读“我娶你，我来成为这个孩子的父亲，我会照顾你的。”

最后他这么说道。

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昨天和今天的剧情，基本把伏笔串了一下。

这就是为什么第一次见面时，应白看着燕子哺r幼鸟，说不清是觉得可Ai还是恶心，如果她是一只鸟，宁愿丢下幼鸟自己去北方冻Si，因为她当时觉得心寒，讨厌家庭的温暖。第九章

也解释了之前为什么应白不让戴套的原因，也是为什么应苍林去贵州找应白时，说自己不是贵州人，却吃得惯折耳根的原因，因为他从小在贵州长大，但籍贯不是贵州。应该是六十七章

也是为什么家里几口人，只有应白容易得冻疮的原因六十三章。

也是应白为什么觉得自己不配五十五章，以及她为什么厌恶受害者这个身份，却又对这种厌恶觉得愧疚、不愿意承认的原因。因为她不赞成母亲的没有报警的选择，也厌恶自己的出生，同时又对自己不认同母亲这件事感到愧疚和更深的自我厌恶七十一章。

【本章阅读完毕，更多请搜索看书网;http://www.kanshu4.cc 阅读更多精彩小说】后来，应天耀真的和她结了婚，从设计院辞职，依靠家里的帮助，开了个小小的工程队，成了包工头。

凭借和应天耀的婚姻关系，白敏心顺利生下孩子、落了户口，也有惊无险地拿到了毕业证，她没有去外面上班，只是帮着应天耀的工程队做事。

但这份婚姻并不健康，他们俩都知道。过去的事情像恶瘤一样横亘在两个人之间，哪怕住在同一个屋檐下，也是如此。

她清楚地知道，应天耀不是因为Ai，而是因为愧疚和可怜，才和她结婚的。

应天耀说不清楚自己对白敏心是什么感觉，他有过好感，可这份好感还没有真正生根发芽，就被折断了。

但是，无论如何，是他把白敏心带进了那个地方，也是他把白敏心一个人留在那里去了外地，如果他当时没有出于私心推荐实习，或者能一直负责到底把她带在身边，或许，也就不会毁了她的人生。

他们的婚姻，是靠愧疚和噩梦捆绑在一起的畸形关系，越是想修补，就越没有救，连原来至少有的单方向的恋慕，都变得扭曲。

不是没有试过，应天耀也曾想要说服自己，和她真正当一对夫妻，可每当晚上他试图靠近白敏心时，她就会止不住地发抖，甚至尖叫。

后来，他也就放弃了，两个人心照不宣地分房，像一对客气的邻居一样，在同一个屋檐下生活。

本来日子可能也就这样过去了，直到应天耀遇到了陶慧。

陶慧长得并不如白敏心美，只是清秀，可她小小的梨涡里，总是酿着笑，开朗大方又。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读她太可Ai了，像一只小鸟一样，叽叽喳喳地落在他掌心。

面对她的时候，应天耀想笑就能真心地笑，不用考虑自己的表情是否又会在无意中刺伤她，不用把所有的情绪都压成一片Si水。

不用连每一口呼x1，都被愧疚和沉重遏制住。

他就像在深夜的密林走了太久，终于见到了光亮，几乎出于本能向她靠近着。

鬼使神差一样，应天耀隐瞒了自己已婚的身份，他试图和白敏心提离婚，可她越来越严重的JiNg神状态，让他不敢轻易开口。

可陶慧还是发现了，他不好说出白敏心以前的事，只能结结巴巴地说自己有苦衷，要她多给自己一些时间。

这听起来太像有妇之夫敷衍情人的借口。

陶慧外表看起来柔弱，内里却有一GU火一样的执拗，她第一时间在私下里找到了白敏心对质。

当时白敏心的JiNg神状态已经相当差了，她呆愣在那里，半天才消化掉这个消息，喃喃道：“可他说要和我结婚的，要照顾我和孩子的。”

这句话彻底击溃了陶慧，她Ai的人不仅结婚了，还有了孩子。

接下来白敏心的话更是火上浇油，她自言自语了很久，突然看向陶慧，用无措的声音小声求道：“求求你，不要赶我走好不好，他是你的，只要别赶我们走好不好？”

内容未完，下一页继续阅读陶慧在愧疚中又催生出愤怒和不堪，这对夫妇把自己当成什么！

她人生第一次说了许多难听话，有对白敏心的，也有对应天耀的，痛恨他对自己的欺骗，也不齿白敏心的自轻自贱。

没再给他任何解释的机会，陶慧直接消失在了应天耀的人生里。

直到她消失，应天耀都不知道陶慧见过白敏心。

这大概是白敏心痛苦的生活里，第一次生出懦弱的恶意，她没敢告诉应天耀，保持了沉默。

父母有近于无，连从小相依为命的NN也去世了，没有亲人，看不到前途、只剩下痛苦的人生，只剩下这一根握在手里的稻草了，她几乎是出于生存的本能，SiSi抓住不放。

可自欺欺人只是饮鸩止渴，她怀抱着巨大的愧疚，每夜陷入噩梦，梦里都是陶慧对她鄙夷的眼神，和那些刀子一样的话，连白天里意志都消沉下来，话也不愿意说。

应天耀不是没有察觉，可他也沉浸在痛苦里，只以为是因为以前的事，两个人常常对坐一天，彼此却连一句话都没力气说。

这样的日子，本来可以静静过去，直到过了很久后，白敏心有次再经过和陶慧见面那家餐厅时，在门口cH0U烟的经理追了过来，说那次她落了钱包，因为有钱和重要的证件，他们一直不敢丢，也联系不上，这次好容易看到了，就要还给她。

白敏心接了过来，才发现那是陶慧的钱包，而且里面，还有一张验孕单。

她的愧疚在那一刻达到了巅峰，几乎要压垮她，她不堪的人生，已经拖了许多人下水，现在还要加上一个无辜的孩子吗？

内容未完，下一页继续阅读她有什么资格剥夺应天耀做父亲的权利，他那样好，本来就该有属于自己的幸福。

那一夜，白敏心没有一瞬合过眼，第二天，她决定去贵州找陶慧。

她知道应天耀也去找过，可他没有陶慧具T住址，只能在茫茫人海捞针，而她凭着证件上的信息，或许能顺利找到。

白敏心把小小的应白放到亲戚那里照看，一个人默默地踏上了去贵州的路。

可白敏心懦弱人生中第二次的勇敢，让她在半路因为车祸意外，成为植物人。

后来，应天耀猜到了白敏心去贵州是做什么，他没再想过离婚，只是一边照顾着她和应白，一边在生意里逃避着这一切。

再后来，应天耀终于和陶慧重逢，两人也知道了当年的种种，可白敏心是在去贵州的路上出事的，是为了让他俩和好才去的，这条人命横在那里，他们什么也不能做。

直到白敏心去世，两个人才终于鼓起勇气走在一起。

这里面，没有人是完美的受害者。

应天耀并不Ai白敏心，却因为愧疚而娶了她，这样畸形的关系，怎么能生出希望。他不忍心离婚，却又Ai上了别人，到头来，反误了卿卿X命。

陶慧到底介入了别人的婚姻中，她当时对白敏心的羞辱，亦是对自己的愤怒的宣泄，她Ai应天耀，却不愿相信他。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读白敏心，她脆弱的一生，充满了无数的痛苦和逃避，她不够勇敢，不够坚定，没有鼓起勇气报警，也稀里糊涂地拆散了别人。

讽刺的是，她人生唯二两次勇敢的决定，一次是试图追求Ai情，一次是试图弥补错误，到最后，让她丧命。

没有人，是完美的受害者。

每个人都在人生的岔路口上走错了一步，然后便彻底偏离，再也走不回来。

痛苦如同一轮巨大的月，随时低低地悬在空中，一刻都难忘。

唯独作恶的人，逍遥自在，毫发无伤。

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当这些陈旧得落土的回忆终于讲完的时候，应白低着头，呆呆看着地板上的木漩纹，突然她伏下身抱住自己，尖叫起来：“我不信！你在骗我！都是你在骗我！”

她叫得那么凄厉，似乎要以此抵御从身T里要戳出来的刀子，下一刻，就要呕出心脏里的血块。

陶苍林眼睛也全红了，他也同样艰难地在消化着这些信息。

这一切都太荒唐了，就在一小时前，他抱着应白，闻着她的味道，还觉得自己是最幸福的人，不过短短一小时，一切都变了。

他一直以为，自己生父早逝，所以才跟着母亲姓，可原来他是婚外情的私生子。

甚至，他只是应白报复的一件工具而已。

即使到现在，他都忍不住想绝望地问问她，有没有喜欢过自己，哪怕一点点。

但他肮脏的自尊心，让他不可能问出口。

可情绪还是本能地被应白所牵引，她的痛苦，也像镜像一样刻在他身上。

陶苍林下意识地伸出手，想要碰一碰她颤抖的肩膀，可他的手到底没落下，只徒劳地停在空中。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读等到应白终于平静一点，应天耀带她看了一直锁着的白敏心的遗物，包括她的日记，和一条脏W的白裙子。

那天，白敏心就是穿着这条纯洁的白裙子，暗暗期望过，喜欢的人能早点从外地回来。

后来白敏心一直保存着这条裙子，既是心魔，也是她懦弱的灵魂最深处不愿意放弃的那点不甘，她渴望自己有一天能够足够勇敢，去让真正有罪的人，得到惩罚。

陶苍林站在客厅里，扶着哭得没了力气的母亲，然后，他听到了书房里传来的撕心裂肺的哭声，隔着这样远，闷得压抑，却也能听出泣血的绝望。

他终于落下泪来。

后来，应白躲进了房间里，一步也不出，陶阿姨也只敢按三餐放了饭在门口，怕她看到自己更受刺激。

好在虽然吃得很少，饭食好歹也都动过几口，让人放心了些。

靠近十一月，天气渐渐有些冷了下来，夜里玻璃窗结了一层b白霜还单薄的雾，浅浅覆在冰凉的雾玻璃上，轻轻一碰就会留下一道泪。

房子里里静悄悄的，一点声音都没有。

应天耀和陶慧连续守了好多天，JiNg神上也有些抵不住了，终于睡熟了。

门哑哑地响了一声，应白从门缝里小心地钻了出来，悄无声息地隐身在Y影里。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读“你要走。”

她的瞳孔一下子放大，心脏都停跳，猛地往旁边望去，才发现陶苍林坐在门旁的地板上。

“你要走。”他重复了一遍，语气肯定。

这几乎是那天之后，应白头一次见到陶苍林。

他下巴上生了一点点的青sE，眼下也有憔悴的痕迹，整个人看起来狼狈不堪，却也一下子成熟了许多。

他大概早猜到了应白要走，所以每晚，都这样沉默地守在她的房门外。

应白从来是带着刺的，连在xa的ga0cHa0时也是，可现在，她却好像放弃了一切自我保护，坦诚又自暴自弃地把一切都摊开。

她放松地坐在林林身旁的地板上，轻轻回答：“嗯。”

身旁是一个箱子，里面装了必备品，和妈妈的遗物。

陶苍林想问为什么，却又还没开口就觉得可笑，事到如今，哪里还需要问为什么。

他只能低下头，像一株植物一样沉默着。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读直到应白坐到身T有些僵y，打算要站起身来，她伶仃的手腕，被一只滚烫的手握住了。

然后轻轻捏了捏。

无处可逃的心酸从心脏尖端蔓延上来，她几乎难以控制地盈满了泪。

林林总是嘴y，不会哄人，也不会说软话，平时惹她生气了，顶多只会这样轻轻r0ur0u她的手腕，算是撒娇。

可这样的时候，这点力道，足以将她击碎。

应白咽下快用涌出的眼泪，y着心，一根一根地掰开他的手指。

陶苍林没有办法了，他真的再没有办法了。

他站了起来，声音嘶哑得像咳血，低哑地吼道：“不是利用我吗？既然开始了，为何不利用到底！”

他眼眶掩不住的红，用怒气掩饰着声音里的悲凉。他有多可悲，有多可笑，直到现在他甚至都无法放弃那点奢望，甚至想这样挽留住她。

应白垂着眼，半晌才抬起头，凄凉地笑了，笑得让他心头酸痛。

“林林，让我走吧，继续待在这，我活不下去的，我甚至活不到明天早上。”

内容未完，下一页继续阅读她说得坦然又真诚，再没有任何伪装了。

陶苍林知道她没有说谎，他握住应白手腕的指尖在轻轻颤抖，良久，才终于放了手。

“好，我放你走。”他的话里满是木然的绝望。

“谢谢。”应白低低地笑了下，要错身而过。

“你喜欢过我吗？哪怕一点点。”他最后问道。

“没有。”她说道。

我Ai你，她在心里回答。

前情相关情节：

r0u手腕作为撒娇，曾出现在六十一和六十四章。

「陶苍林再不说话了，就这么看着她，眼神g净得和他的白衬衫一样，透着光亮和无言的诉求。他只是想看看，想在班上那群只会起哄的小子之前，想在C场上那些Ai凑热闹的同学之前，想在所有人之前，看看她穿舞裙的模样。

可他说不出口，对一个十五岁的少年来说，这有些难。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读所以陶苍林伸出了手，借着树荫的遮掩，悄悄地握住了她的手腕，细细的，腕骨伶仃突出一点点，硌在掌心里，让他忍不住心微微动了一下，他轻轻r0u了下掌中的手腕，撒娇一样。

应白最受不了他这样，太赖皮了。」

「陶苍林不Ai说话，尤其不Ai说软话，以前只是y抗，后来就Ai按着她C，可总有不管用的时候，每当这种时候，陶苍林最多也只会像这样，轻轻r0ur0u她的手腕。

这对他来说，就已经算示弱和撒娇了。

以及陶苍林为什么让应白走。

五十五章羞耻

「“要或不要，都得我说了算。”应苍林的嗓音哑得过分，压制着极大的怒气，“你以为还是十年前，你以为我还会让你逃吗？”

“那时候我让你逃，是因为除了这个我没有什么能为你做的了，但现在既然我要把你收回来，谁都不能阻止，包括你，尤其是你！”」

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最难的时候，大概是高考前到刚上大学的两年。

开始两年，学校是不准学生去外面接戏的，所以她只能做些杂活。兼职艺培，做群演，当平模，只要是能赚钱的活，她都做过。

不过总b高三后半年宽裕，那时候才是真难。

艺培的钱早就交过了，生活费能靠妈妈的存款负担，但要去外地艺考的报名费、路费和七七八八的开销才是大头。

艺考老师帮忙给她介绍了些平模的活，尽管只能在训练之余挤出一点时间去拍，但好歹也算些进项，没活的时候，端盘子、打杂她也做过，只图能按小时给钱，打短工。

应白庆幸自己考的是表演系，不需要器材和耗材的支出。

另一件值得庆幸的事，是表演系招生时全部要素颜。

周围的考生或多或少都动了点小心思，全被拿着卸妆水一个个擦过去的学长学姐收拾得服服帖帖，应白却素着一张脸，穿着旧衣服，安静地站在队伍里。

她没钱添置化妆品和新衣服，就算有钱，也肯定先拿来吃饭，她每顿只吃白菜、豆腐和豆芽这样最便宜的菜，艺考T力消耗大，已经有些撑不住了。

应白直接放弃了去S市，只去了B市的艺考，因为那边生活费太高。所以，她只有这一次机会。

好在，她考上了，专业分第一名。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读应白走后，应天耀和陶慧都去找过她，可应白一次都没有见，宁愿躲在外面不回来。他们担心应白不回艺培宿舍，自己躲在外面更危险，也就不再过来，改成给她寄钱。

开始全被退回了，可退一次就再寄一次，后来钱就被收下了，两人也就稍稍放下心来。

直到几年后，在一家人马上要搬出老房子的前一天，门缝里不知什么时候塞进来一张存折，密码和以前应天耀给应白生活费的卡是一样的，里面是这么些年他们给应白寄的所有钱和15%的利息。

而她始终没再出现过一次。

那之前，尽管应白躲着不见他们，可至少通过学校老师，应家还是知道她的消息。

后来应白签了公司，等到快毕业时就搬出了宿舍，斩断了一切以前的联系方式。

两个长辈偷偷去了毕业典礼，想找机会看看她，可应白根本没有来，连两证都是请人代领的。

渐渐的，她成了只能在电视上见到的大明星。

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内容未完，下一页继续阅读陶苍林改名姓应，奥赛成绩下来后，他顺利保送理想大学，进入被誉为天才培养皿的理科实验班。

但出乎意料的是，在大一结束，要从大类招生正式分到具T细分专业时，应苍林选择了法学院。

这史无前例，毕竟理科实验班的同学要么进入基础学科专注理论，在本科后出国深造phd，要么选择理工应用学科，毕业后前途也不可限量。

B大的法学院虽然也是全国前列，但在未来收入和职业发展上，都是完全不同的方向，何况这样的专业跨越，无论对知识储备还是个人努力，都是极大的挑战。

但实验班转专业，是按此前的成绩排名，排在前面的先选，后面的只能被调剂，应苍林在理科实验班里成绩排名第一，不存在任何违背志愿被调剂的可能。

更何况，他在保持本专业第一的前提下，还选修了法学院大一所有必修课程，修足了应有的学分。

十六岁上B大，双院专业第一，这样的成绩，即便在B大也足够亮眼和惊YAn。

院里为此头疼不已，一b0b0老师轮流找他做思想工作，不想放弃这么一个可能成为科学家的绝好苗子，可应苍林始终没有松过口。

最后，两个院史无前例地联合开了一场面试，来决定他的去留。

“应同学，你知道如果你选择转院，那你从高中开始的积累几乎全部被放弃了，你明白这对你整个职业规划和未来人生发展，意味着什么吗？”

负责学生工作的副院长，在面试中极其严肃地问他。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读“我明白。”他同样回答得认真。

“你才十六岁，顶多今年算十七岁，这样的决定，你和你的父母充分G0u通了吗，他们认可吗？”院长换了方式。

“虽然我还没有成年，但我已经具有相当的民事行为能力，这个决定是在我的权利范围内的。至于我的父母，在假期的时候我就和他们深谈过了，也取得了他们的支持。”他沉稳得不像个十六岁的少年，一字一句、清晰地阐述着自己的思想。

旁边法学院的洪老师听到这话，眼睛里露出些兴味，头一次开口问道：“我想问下，你为什么会想转到法学院，要知道，法学院出来的，可当不了院士，也赚不了什么大钱。”

旁边法学院其他老师汗都要下来了。

应苍林却认真地看向洪老师，问道：“如果这个答案让您满意，您能接受我为学生吗？”

洪老师愣了下，然后笑起来，回答道：“你可以说好听的话，也可以说实话，我可能接受，也可能不接受你。”

应苍林抿了下唇，他今天戴了眼镜，可即便在镜片的掩饰下，在场的人也能清晰地感受到他的决心和认真。

“因为我要救一个人。”

洪老师挑眉，“实话？”

“实话。”

内容未完，下一页继续阅读“那可不妙，所谓法律，就是要平等、普世地对待所有人，若只是为了救一个人的私心，可是学不好法律的。”洪老师这么说，眼中的兴趣却越来越浓。

“法律是为了所有人，可所谓的所有人，归根到底也是由个T组成的。”

“学习法律的人，一路上自然会有数不清的书本、规则和前辈，去教他们何为法律的庄严，去学习如何尊重法律、遵守规则。”

“但我在开始这条路以前，就明白了现实生活不是书本，每一个印在纸上的无感情的客观案例数字，背后都是一个个活生生的人。而在这些数字之外，还有更多连影子都不会被发现的存在，没有发出过一声，就安静地消失了。”

“如果我能成为您的学生，我不会让私情影响公正，也不会因此丧失理智的判断，但那个活生生的人，会像我始终握在手里易碎的J蛋，提醒我，前面的墙有多y。”

少年的眼神清澈，面sE平淡而坚定，说完了他想说的话。

就这样，他进入法学院，一路走到今天。

直到与她重逢。

最后一段话，化用了2009年于以sE列空袭迦萨，造成大量平民伤亡后，村上春树出席以sE列耶路撒冷文学奖颁奖典礼的发言，当时他是否出席这件事，受到了国内外各方面压力，最后村上春树在颁奖礼上，发表了这番十分着名的发言，“在一堵坚y的高墙和一只撞向它的蛋之间，我会永远站在蛋这一边。”发言全文十分JiNg彩，建议大家可以看一看。

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电影里的敏感话题准确地击中了情绪点，无数人抱着进入影院，等着看强J犯生下的大明星，如何在千万人面前被人糟践。

但实际上电影处理得相当艺术化，镜头被藏在了隐处，透过狭窄而方的框，刺探着隔断背后的隐秘。

陈之宁被囚禁在那张被窗外的光照得亮堂的桌上，只看见男人的背影，强势又嚣张地践踏着她的灵魂和自由。

yAn光将Y影拉得很长，大部分的身T都被遮挡住了，从间隙里剩下破碎的白皙暴露在yAn光里，一半耀眼，一半Y暗。

一切都那么真实，傲慢又粗野的暴兽撕扯着猎物，甚至来不及将猎物的皮剥下，就大口吞着血r0U。

那些被猎奇捕捉进电影院的人，在黑暗的屏幕前，被真实而野蛮的画面震撼了。

强J不像是sE情片里yy的，伴随着软绵的娇呼和引人遐想的春光，没有yu拒还迎，没有半推半就，没有事后无关人士提起时语带暧昧的私密。

相反，它是将一个活生生的人全部的尊严，毫不留情地剐下来，仿佛那不是人类，而是随意丢在案板上的r0U块，看都不用看一眼。

更不用说，整部片的基调十分厚重，那些改编自现实事件的犯罪情节一点点重现，导演扎实的功力，让每一个关键点都踩在观众的情绪节奏上。

观众藏在幕布前的黑暗里，似乎窥伺到了真实的罪恶，猎奇让人兴奋，可真实让人坐立难安，他们的情绪随着电影而起伏流转。

当他们从昏暗的狭室里再次站在yAn光下，让人短暂无法适应，残留的晕眩像是鱼腥的凉气粘在身上，半天都搓不尽，甩不掉。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读这就是「孽心」。

影评app关于「孽心」的第一条高赞，“被强J的是谁我不知道，非要说的话，大概是我的大脑吧。”

这部影片在颁奖季的前哨中一路凯歌，在各类杂志和报纸为代表的影评人奖项中也收获颇丰。

但出乎意料的是，在正式的重大奖项的公布上，处在风口浪尖的nV主角饰演者应白，没有进入任何提名。

瞬间焦点被转移到了这上面，多少人想从里面挖些内幕，应白是不是想要以此博奖却竹篮打水一场空，还是弄巧成拙反而招来封杀？

公司直接发了声明，是应白决定不报送任何奖项，专注处理个人事务，希望大家能关注事件本身，不要让这件事被泛娱乐化。

声明一出，立刻有影评人大叹可惜，应白在电影中的表现可称涅磐重生，如果说以前她还带有一些努力的匠气，那么这部作品中可说是浑然天成。

更不用说，这样的话题度加持，这件事发酵到最后已经成为一场社会层面的讨论，主演和主角在电影与现实人生中遭遇的镜面映照，本身就充满了戏剧化的传奇。

可以说，如果报送，应白不仅极有可能能在国内斩获奖项，甚至还能在国际上艺术含金量最高的国际影展里冲击影后，即便只是提名，那也是同类nV演员国内最年轻提名者的殊荣。

可她y生生掐掉了这条路，她走了那么久，不停歇地攀爬了十年，马上就要登上最巅峰的荣誉时，掐掉了。

她不要有任何的暧昧，不要在以后的人提起这件事时，会语带暧昧地用一句“戏子博出位”，将她十年的独行，将她母亲泣血的人生，将受害者的勇敢，将那些渐渐汇聚起来、成为奔腾河流的发声，都打成做戏。

她做了十多年的戏，只为了这一刻的真实。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读所以她不要这荣誉，王冠也全踩碎，她要所有人不能给加害者一点借口，要扼杀无用的宽容和旁观的冷漠，要再点一把火，让它烧得更旺些，把所有残渣烧尽，连灰都不要留。

这时候，大家才理解，当时她说的“即便不能以法律，我也愿意用我一生的名誉、前途甚至生命换取他应该受到的惩罚。”，到底是什么意思。

她在电影里表演得越好，越有可能获得前所未有的荣誉，那么人们就越会为她的放弃可惜，影评人和记者们拼命地叹息着，而这正是她要的。

大众总是健忘的，无论是怎样的丑恶，无论多么令人发指，无论刚听到时多么痛心疾首，只需要三天，这件事就平息了一半。

而只要一个月过去，惰X就会生成反感，话题的戏剧X就被消化殆尽，像口香糖一样吞不下去，只想吐掉。

而一年过去，连反感都没了踪迹，轻飘飘的，像从来没来过。

所以应白最开始选择了与电影同步公布，电影上映期能最大化激化和发酵对这件事的讨论。

可光这样还不够，她还需要提供更多新鲜的、多汁的话题，让她们的苦难不变成嚼到没味的口香糖。

所以还要放弃最高荣誉的加冕，要斩钉截铁，用自己的前途再最后托一把，让这些声音直飞上青天。

吵得最喧嚣的时候，声音分成了好几派，吵来吵去，有人为光明发声，有人为Y暗辩护，有人大声疾呼，有人悄悄撇嘴。

但应白都不去听了，她和林林一起，在看望完母亲后，时隔十年，回了他们一起生活过的老房子。

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降落在意大利的时候，正是yAn光灿烂。晚夏的意大利还十分热，滚辣辣的太yAn光从天际涌了出来，将远处的草坪都融了层红光。

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他回吻，唇齿相交。

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她伸了红舌头，沿着手腕的血管一点点T1aN去，惹得应苍林伸手抱住，疯狂地索取，直到吮吻去她舌尖所有的甜。

他们住在城中高处的酒店，古堡改造的住处有极大的露台，夜晚时悠闲地躺在吊椅里，无聊地争论着哪一颗是最亮的星星，远处满城的灯火，点缀在朦胧的夜sE中。

应白总Ai逗他，时不时啄吻一下，柔软的嘴唇触上他的梨涡，填满那一点点空，然后又飞快离开，在他怀里笑起来，睫毛颤着，嘴角都是甜。

他又Ai又恨，想捉住怀里的蝴蝶，又想再多看看她翩跹的翅膀。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读直到气温都被点燃，等到他再也受不了，就会狠狠抓组她吻个够，抱进房间里肆意za，床架上的白纱随着摇晃，落在她ch11u0的身T上，纠缠成梦。

从意大利海岸，飞到清晨的苏黎世，再到布拉格搭热气球，最后停留在维也纳。

这天难得早起，舍弃了更方便的flixbus，两人搭上慢悠悠的红火车，头依着头睡了一路，最终在中午之前到达了布拉迪斯拉发。

他们漫步在这座被游客遗忘的东欧小城老城区，红顶的房子，灰白的砖墙发了一点点h，柔和了sE彩的对b，踩在狭窄街道的砖石上，路边藤椅上喝着咖啡的老人热闹地说着话，走过时惊起趴着的金毛大狗，尾巴拍着地面，耳朵竖起来。

应白牵着林林的手到处跑，十足是个疯癫的小姑娘，街边长椅上趴了个头戴高帽的法国士兵的铜像，她丢下应苍林的手过去，顺着姿势摆出要吻士兵侧脸的模样，维持了一会儿，却久久不闻今天一直挂着相机为她拍照的林林按下快门的声音。

她抬头一看，就知道这人连铜疙瘩的醋也要吃的。

应白在yAn光下笑得眯起眼睛，她这般模样不算最美丽，却是最可Ai。

“你不让我亲他，那你要赔我一个吻啊。”她笑着说道，声音b梨子还清甜。

她就这么闭上眼，微微抿起唇，等待黑暗中落下一个吻。

应苍林这下才高兴了，他走进坐在长椅上、扎着两根麻花辫的姑娘，温柔地将她从发束跳出的一抹发丝挽到耳后，然后和yAn光一起，吻她的面容。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读他们漫无目的地走在这座老城里，直到傍晚，太yAn渐渐斜了，颧骨上也被晒出一点红，应白专心致志吃着冰淇淋，嘴角沾上N油都没发现。

夜风起，将她肩上的丝巾吹得高高飞起，落在远处。

“快去帮我找回来，我好喜欢的。”应白瞪着圆圆的眼睛，让林林去捡。

而等他终于捉住调皮的丝巾回来时，不过是一眨眼的功夫，应白又不见了。

满眼都是陌生的人群，远处的叫卖声、近处的交谈声、树上的鸟鸣，高处隐约的钟声，应苍林明知她不会走远，却还是背心出了汗。

最后，他在不远处的蓝sE建筑前发现了那抹红裙。

应苍林跑过去的时候，连气都没喘匀就要骂人，可应白脸上莫名的神sE让他忘了说话。

混着彩霞的夕yAn将天际染成淡紫线，点点晕染上红，遥远的光将她的面容镀上一层温柔。

“应苍林。”

不远处的大钟撞击出悠远的声音，惊起广场上的鸽子飞起一片。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读钟继续敲着，一下下撞进耳膜，应苍林看着她的嘴唇动着，成一个小小的圆，又拉起嘴角，红润的舌尖轻轻点过贝齿，声音被钟声掩盖。

可他什么都听不见了，只有自己激烈的心跳声，在这片天空下轰鸣着。

“再说一遍。”应律师第一次如此明显地慌张，他快步走向应白，抓住她的手臂问道，连声音都颤抖。

“再说一遍！”。

应白只是静静地翘着唇，带着一点甜蜜，看着他。

等待是折磨，也是礼物。在下一声钟响起之前，应白终于悄悄点起脚，在他耳边小声重复了一遍，呼x1磨在他的耳垂上，痒成一团，撩动人心。

“我要嫁给你。”

下一瞬间，他眼睛里迸发出光芒，连她这次看过最亮的星星都无法稍稍匹敌。

应苍林的笑掩不住，却要强压下，古怪地仿佛要咽下一个咳嗽。

“总是这样，让我Ai上，又自顾自逃开，什么都不说，又犟着一个人报仇，什么都把我落在后面，现在连求婚都要抢先。”

内容未完，下一页继续阅读“不算，重来。”

下一秒，在蓝sE教堂的前面，在绚烂的晚霞下，应苍林郑重地单膝跪下。

“应白，我们在错误的时间，因为错误的理由相遇，给过彼此很多痛苦，也有许多不堪。”

“但你，是我人生中永远的正确。”

他拿出藏了整个旅程的深蓝sE盒子，“这是我第一次赢了案子时用酬劳买的，那时候我只买得起碎钻。”

“我不太懂钻石的净度、克数，它或许b不上你梳妆台里随意拿出来的一颗宝石。”

“但它和我一样，是永远只属于你的光。”

应白没有说话，她低着头看着单膝跪着的应苍林，碎发随着晚来的南风轻轻飘着，拂过脸颊，扫过睫毛，她的眼眸黑圆，却逐渐闪亮。

一滴泪落在空中，整个布拉迪斯拉发的晚霞折S其中，璀璨无b。

“别再让我逃了，我哪里都不想去。”她哽咽着伸出手，心甘情愿等待她婚姻的牢笼。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读那颗小小的、微末的碎钻套上了她的无名指，随之十指交缠，不留一点空隙。

“现在，你可以亲吻你的新娘了。”

她带着泪，笑着说道，却自己都等不及，还不待应苍林站起，就先一步吻上了他。

这次也如以前每次一样，林林接住了她，将她搂进怀里抱了起来，烙下誓言的吻。

应白自小早熟、百无禁忌，后来尝遍人间冷暖，站过高峰，落过谷底，什么都有过，唯独没有真正像少nV一样活过。

但此刻她将自己托付给了这辈子唯一的Ai人，青春是他，离别是他，相思是他，苦是他，甜也是他。

应白演过好多偶像剧，可这是她第一次在镜头之外，像一个真正少nV一样，轻轻翘起了脚。

教堂里响起祝祷的钟声，不知是谁放飞的红气球往天际飞起，晚霞灿烂，太yAn正要落下，新的生活却将要开始。

天气晴朗，正适合相Ai。

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从决定退出本季电影节奖项报送开始，她已有大半年的时间没有更新过官方消息了，又逢合约变动，广告商务约也与合约一起到期终结。

许多她的粉丝虽然不敢直接说，但心里都悄悄打起鼓，拿不准应白是不是会就此退出，以前还能跑去公司官博下面发牢SaO，现在合约结束连能骂的对象都没了。

要说应白的演员道路没受影响，那是不可能的。

这是一个追求完人的时代，极度发达的互联网让任何瑕疵都被摆在显微镜前面，舆论向来如刀，更何况她弱质nV流，单枪匹马。

即便撇开这些都不说，好演员要的就是把自己藏在角sE后面，Ai惜羽毛，连综艺访谈都不能多上，因为“自我”太鲜明，角sE便模糊。

应白以前是做到了的，可她身上现在打上了太多身不由己的烙印，Y暗附庸其上，正义以其之名，成了一个符号，被赋予了许多超越她本人的涵义。

这对一个需要一人千面的演员来说，多多少少是致命的。

应苍林看似不经意地问起她今后的打算时，应白正在和袜子较劲，致力于在一堆洗好的袜子里配对，再卷成胖香菇。

她愣了一下，然后继续卷着手里的袜子，“我也不知道。”

她抬起头来，问道：“你觉得呢？”

应苍林坐了过去，接过她手里鼓包包的袜子，又拆了开来，把颜sE相似但实则不同的两只重新配对，手里g着活，嘴上说道：

内容未完，下一页继续阅读“你们这行我不懂，你能不能走下去，能走多远，我说的话都不管用。但这次跟下来，觉得挺累的，做律师的，最习惯争个是非曲直，却也不像这个圈，每一步都踏在刀子上。”

他说话的时候，手还在叠着袜子。

“你这是心疼我吗？”应白听完，下意识地挂了笑，习惯X地用玩笑带了过去。

“心疼啊。”林林却回答得坦然。

她还笑着，却渐渐低了头，等再抬头时，只闷闷靠上他的肩。

“那怎么办？”她声音都闷下来。

他有些好笑地看着突然软下来的应白，抬手作势要拿袜子拍她头，被应白一个迅速闪过，所有的温情、心酸瞬间蒸发，她警惕地望着黑乎乎的袜子，坚决抵制它落到自己头上。

“你想怎么做就怎么做。”他笑着看应白。

“你要还想做演员，那就想拍什么就拍什么，你要不想做，那就休息，我养你。”

应苍林眼睛里是认真的温柔，像洒进沙子里的星星碎屑，可Ai又坚定。

还没等应白感动，他又悠悠补了一句，“或者你养我，反正你现在那么有钱。”

内容未完，下一页继续阅读富婆应白，表演一个一秒反手枕头敲人。

就这样，应白把自己从一代当红花旦混成了娱乐圈事业单位打卡人员。

有喜欢的本子就演，不喜欢的给大钱也不看，综艺也不上，广告找上门来才接，动不动就给自己放半年假。

后来，她得过很多荣誉，也演了很多想演的戏，有过很多很多的争议，也赢得过更多更多的掌声。

她将自己此后每年收入的一半拿了出来，成立了一家基金会，致力于为所有陷入任何困境的nVX提供经济支持和心理健康重建。

后来，他又赢了很多案子，升了合伙人，再到后来，成立了自己的律师事务所，成长为业内胜率最高的律师之一。

同时也是“敏心基金会”的终身法律顾问，免费的那种。

他们大部分时候都过得幸福又快乐，但彼此间却多少有秘密。

应苍林在事发后曾经接到过来自老家的长长的电话，他的母亲在电话那头含着忧虑地说，她亏欠应白，也心疼应白，让她怎么补偿都是应该的，可这补偿里，不该包括她儿子的一生。

年少时的荒唐偏激、这么多年的情仇，他们之间隔了太多恩怨，足以让良配也变怨偶。

应苍林却只说，妈妈，这不是补偿，我只是Ai她，与其他都无关。

内容未完，下一页继续阅读他没有泄露一丝一毫给应白，只是私下打着一个个长长的电话，也借着工作的名义飞回了家里，安抚母亲的情绪，排解她的顾虑。

当应白终于与她阔别十年的家人相见时，迎接她的，只有父母多少含着小心与思念的拥抱。

应白也有一个秘密。

说是秘密也不恰当，毕竟她自己也糊里糊涂很晚才知道，没瞒几天就被应苍林察觉了。

从欧洲回来的两个月后，就在应白的工作室刚刚重组完成，这个小秘密让应白的复出又推迟了一年。

翌年，应白诞下一个小男孩，取名应念。

应念左脸颊上有一个小小的梨涡，她这个坏妈妈老是Ai悄悄戳那，偏偏爸爸也不管管，好在她力度够轻。

“辛苦生的，玩玩就玩玩吧。”没良心的新手爸爸这样说道。

应小朋友的苦难生活，还有很长。

而他混蛋爸妈的幸福生活，也有很长很长。

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